The Life of Dayse

Hello world, It's been a minute. I guess...things are getting harder to write about right now. I'm in my feelings lately, and I'm trying to avoid being super emotional all the time. You'd be surprised the things that people say that make you tear up when you're going through a very difficult moment... The past month has been difficult. The past month has been emotional... I've had to make huge changes in my appearance in order to brace myself for what's to come. Well, what I think is "bracing" myself. The process has officially begun my friends. In my "personality A" attempt, I tried to beat it to the punch, and I chopped off my hair. One of the things I felt defined me as a person for the longest time, and now it's gone. I have only had my hair cut this short one other time in life, and it was the saddest day of my life. I cried. This time...I didn't cry, but I could feel the tears building when I thought about it too much....

Hi world. It's been about two months since I've received the diagnosis for my health. I've been wanting to discuss this topic, but I didn't know how to address it without coming off as insensitive to how people process shocking news. As the person going through it, I can say that I've seen all types of reactions. The day I informed my family of the news. Someone  (a non-believer) decided to retaliate saying "where is your God now?"  I was feeling everything at once. One would think that a person found in my condition would be considered very vulnerable. It wasn't until that moment that I had to stop and shake off the discouragement.There was a fire inside that felt a need to defend God. I always think back to Job. If you had the slightest knowledge of the book of Job, then you would know that God was there the entire time. When we see Job restored, we see God glorified. Not people's opinions or theories of how and why...we simply and clearly ...